I hope beyond hope and I pray
With all a non-believer can
That one day, somehow
Some man will take my hand
I don’t really care who he is
I just know that somewhere inside
I really wanted to have a ring
And someone whom I could confide
Was all this wishing
Somehow in vain?
Or do I still have a hope,
My demons will be slain
I believe with everything in me that
I truly could have a man
Who would even want to be mine?
Or do I have to have a re-plan?
I think that is the case at least this
Time. Could this be a weakness?
Because who am I to think
That I could live with happiness
Maybe I am doomed to die
All by my god damned self?
Or can I depend on you
And have you do it all by yourself
But I am just wishing and hoping
Towards a man I have yet to meet
But everything in me, wants this but I
Really don’t want to be alone in the street
~Chrystal
Written on
January 31, 2011