I feel a pain in my soul
Overwhelming me
And overpowering me
Ripping my soul to shreds
Escape is futile for it wont go
It always stays, always hurts
More and more each time I try
To leave away from the pain
Thus I deal with it; barely
Pushing more and more each day
Willing myself to go on
Though it is hard I do so everyday
Pushing myself; willing myself
To go on, to get through the day
I live to see those few I love
The very few I truly care for
~Chrystal
Written on
May 3, 2001