Yet another has found me
And wants to try to win me
I have no objections to this
But the walls are all around
Whatever is in cannot be found
For my walls are ever so strong
Yet this knight wishes to try
I allow him his wish for a try
Knowing it shall not work at all
I do it naught on purpose you see
These walls have become a part of me
And are unwilling to come down
I want to feel love truly I do
But I am afraid to let go to you
For if I do I may lose all again
I have felt this pain before
And I desire its sting no more
So I pull my walls ever tighter
Walk away now with your heart
Before it is given, go back to the start
So you won’t feel the wrath of my pain
~Chrystal
Written on
March 21, 2001