I feel I truly love him
Yet I cant stand him
I can see forever in his arms
Then I just want to break his arms
So very confused am I
All I can do is sit and cry
In my room so, so black
Thinking of what I do lack
I feel a love ever so true
Given only to a privileged few
Then he rips out my heart
And over again the pain does start
Why do I let this go on
I know everything is so wrong
There needs to be an ending
So my heart can do some mending
~Chrystal
Written on
March 1, 2001