Only a few things were asked of him
Basically only two in the end
He didn’t do wither for me
Now it has become hard to mend
I asked him not to lie
But of course he did
If there is one thing I can’t stand
It’s a man who always fibs
I asked to be able to see him
And see him I did not
Once in a while isn’t too hard
Of course what was what I thought
I let time pass
Maybe he will change for me
I really hope he does
I gave him plenty of time to see
Resistant to change is he
He couldn’t be the man I needed
I gave him the warnings and clues
None of which he headed
So now he’s gone
Although it hurt me so
I did what I had to do
And that was let him go
It hurt him
I knew it was going to
But I did what had to be done
And that was find someone new
But the unexpected happened
I felt the pain of six whole months
Just as he had felt
It was more than even a bunch
No regrets I say
Nothing we did I wish to take back
We did so much with each other
Forever I will treasure it and that’s a fact
Goodbye my first love
I wish you luck on the journey ahead
I hope you find a fantastic woman
One to which you will be wed
As a chapter in my life slowly closes
I smile and simply say
I enjoyed that that last part
I wave and go upon my way
~Chrystal
Written on
July 7, 2000