Should I keep him
Or should I leave him
He’s been what I want
Is he really what I need
Hours and minutes
Days and months
It's been a while
For the both of us
We have had our fights
And we always made up
there was something there
Between us that I wanted to keep
Now I feel For some one new
What was there for him
The only problem is
The new guy is do far away
Torn am I so
Confusion nags me every day
Which to choose
But sadly I want them both
Who to keep who to leave
Someone is going to be hurt
Maybe the pain will be worse
Yes worse then the confusion
What should I do
God please help me now
Send me an angel from above
Or a sign that your really there
I need help in this decision
What to do who do I keep
I need outside help
I cant do this by myself
I shall listen to my heart
And God above too
I shall do what is felt to be right
I will have to decide soon
~Chrystal
Written on
June 27, 2000