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A True Story of a relationship that I was in. I Thought I was in love truly. I planned something really special for Christmas but something unexpected happened...

Just breathe

Love is one the way..

October 7th, 2012

I remember our first date, you grabbed my hand as I was walking away. You pulled me closer, your gravity like the weight of the moon, that inspires the waves. Was it the cool breeze as our lips met, the soft touch as I caressed your neck or the way your breasts pressed against my chest.

Our bodies synchronized in time, as everything around us seem to disappear. The stars gazed in admiration of our intimacy, in that very moment, our stare was violent, your hand grasped mine even tighter as the universe became silent……

We kissed, I still remember the taste of your lips, raspberry, how at that moment our bodies intertwined, the beginning of the rest of our lives. We locked eyes. You waited patiently one year, for what you were about to say to hold true, three words ” I love you”.

Just breathe, love is on the wayy.

December 12, 2013

I think to myself. She is the one, I know. She is the seed planted in my life to help me grow…I think I'm in love. She taught me how to breathe, I finally found my soul mate. 1 year, 2 months, 5 days after our anniversary.

Just breathe, love is on the way.

December 20th, 2013

5 days before Christmas. I'm happy because I finally made my decision. To buy her something, that up until that point no man, to her, has ever given. I threw away the receipt because this gift clearly says “I love you too” and I wont take it back nor regret it, when I do. Slowly I start to fill alive again…

Just breathe, love is on the way

December 24th

1 year, 2 months, 17 days…. one day before Christmas. On Christmas eve….I received a text, we get into an argument, a few words are exchanged, we separate and I left. Just when I thought I knew the meaning of pain, I will never be the same. I took her gift and threw it somewhere never to be found again.

Thinking about how the story of our lives ended with a missing page. Now I'm left with the remains. As much as I wanted to believe that this was just be beginning. Who am I kidding? Somewhere in my heart, that book still remains opened on thee exact page, and spot where happily ever after was suppose to be written.

All of the air escapes from my lungs as I drop to one knee. Begging God to please help me breathe. I never felt this way before, suffocating in a room full of air and feeling like the biggest part of me, left with her. All along, I only wondered if she felt same way, if she missed me now that I am gone, if she needed a shoulder to cry on.

Just breathe, love is on the way!

I gaze up at the stars, cursing wishing they never existed, I wish the moon never reminded me of you, I wish I never felt your heart beat or the touch of your lips, the taste of that sweet moment or the distinct smell of your scent, when you said “I love you”, I wish “we” never existed…

Just breathe, love is on the way!!

I looked to the universe for an answer, but it was as silent as the night our love was supposedly claimed and the day you softly whispered my name

I’m done spending more days, plenty of hours, hundreds of dollars all for what?
I’m tired of Love wasting my time
a woman who re-posts about finding love but i give her my heart and she tells me that
she isn’t ready for mine. I’m tired of people telling me too….

Just breathe, love is on the wayy!!!

But see what they fail to realize is….. I can’t because when she left me….

December 25th, 2014

(as he holds a ring in his hand)

Merry Christmas! To you