Waiting for the day,
when all the memories will fade.
Time has been kind.
Still they envade my mind.
I know no other.
You know its been about a year,
Since I've felt another's touch.
Since I've felt the sting of tears.
I've been evolving,
Becoming who I want to be.
It's dis-heartening,
You couldn't do that with me.
Only God knows,
where this life will lead us.
Maybe I'll find love again,
My soulmate and best friend.
Love again.
Today's just the beginning.
Tomorrow's not the end.
Possibility I shall befriend.
Wherever I go,
I always see your face.
Looking for someone like you.
You're not easily replaced.
I've never been so fufilled,
Emotionally over-the-brim.
Feeling hollow with vacancy,
waiting to love again.
Consumed by the fear,
Rejecting anyone too near.
I'm not ready to play again,
I'm bench-warming.
Can't give my heart,
Cause' its still bound to you.
Though I'll never admit it,
No one else seems to fit.
Usually I go out at night,
Amongst the pretty-ones.
I've made several new friends.
But I'm just window-shopping.
I don't take people seriously.
They'll tell you anything.
Just to get a piece of ass.
I'm not cheap like that.
Looking for someone true,
Someone a bit like you.
A person that'll make me laugh.
Someone who'll finish my sentences.
Only God knows,
I pray he's holding out,
Maybe he's poker-facing.
Waiting for the right day.
One day I'll learn to love again,
All the pain will be long forgotten.
Only the good will live within,
I'll feel completeness with someone.
Excellent write! I enjoyed
Excellent write! I enjoyed both the thought process and the rationale! HugSS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
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