Mom Part One

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Poetic Princess

You chose to bring me in to this world

I was your first one

You gave me everything that I needed and more

Then slowly tragedy unfolded

Your life changed in the blink of an eye

Who would have thought that I could continue to cause you pain?

I wish that I could have been less angry

I wish that I could’ve been sweet

But I had feelings that went untouched

I longed for your hugs but they never came

The words I waited to hear

They fell silent

All the emotions went into motion and killed everything inside of me

I tried to be the child you could love

I cried inside but I couldn’t change

I can’t control the angry reactions still

I try to show my love for you

You push me away and belittle me

Do I remind you so much of him that you hate me too?

I am sorry that I’m me and not her

I’ve tried

But I am who I am

Next life around I’ll be much different

But I’ll leave you alone til then


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WOw. This is great. My parents are divorced, (both of my parents have some mood problems) Every time I do something wrong my father tells me "I can't stand you, You act just like you're mother" or "You remind me of your mother" It's a very terrible feeling to be told that. It's just another thing that makes me die inside.