You chose to bring me in to this world
I was your first one
You gave me everything that I needed and more
Then slowly tragedy unfolded
Your life changed in the blink of an eye
Who would have thought that I could continue to cause you pain?
I wish that I could have been less angry
I wish that I could’ve been sweet
But I had feelings that went untouched
I longed for your hugs but they never came
The words I waited to hear
They fell silent
All the emotions went into motion and killed everything inside of me
I tried to be the child you could love
I cried inside but I couldn’t change
I can’t control the angry reactions still
I try to show my love for you
You push me away and belittle me
Do I remind you so much of him that you hate me too?
I am sorry that I’m me and not her
I’ve tried
But I am who I am
Next life around I’ll be much different
But I’ll leave you alone til then
WOw. This is great. My parents are divorced, (both of my parents have some mood problems) Every time I do something wrong my father tells me "I can't stand you, You act just like you're mother" or "You remind me of your mother" It's a very terrible feeling to be told that. It's just another thing that makes me die inside.