This man- why does he want to be with me?
What is it in me that he sees?
I’m not very nice- I always talk shit
And everything he says- I disagree with it
We have little in common- not much the same
Are my love making skills the reason to blame?
Did I work it so well that he’s here for life?
Did I get him sprung and now he wants me as wife?
I don’t care for him as much as he thinks
When it comes to finding men- it seems that I’m stuck in a jinx
I’m never satisfied- they have to be a certain way
I think I hold them to the standards of Dave
Maybe I’m not ready to be with a new man
I might need some space to work out a plan
My life has started over and I have so much time
And being with a man is always an uphill climb
Actually being alone feels sublime…
But back to the point of the poem I write
Why is this man wanting me every day and night?
How do I tell him I just want to be me?
There’s no room in my heart for him to be
I like the serene darkness of my home
When I come home at night to get in bed all alone
I can walk around naked and I don’t have to cook
But if the plumbing goes bad- who will take a look?
If I need a nail hammered and I need to see if it’s straight
What if I want to go out on a date?
Should I be alone or should I give him this go?
Why the hell am I asking you? I’m the only one who knows…