I’m scared ya’ll
Because this poetry shit makes me feel crazy
Maybe you can feel me
Or maybe you’ve found peace in your gift
You can accept the mumbo jumbo in your mind
Maybe your people can accept
And appreciate you speaking almost prophetically
And philosophically
Maybe you’re cool with the way that you verbalize in- syll a bles
And you take those great
PAUSES
and then you
Break
Up
Your
Sentences
As for me
It’s like I hear voices
Hallucinate
How many people do you know-
Besides poets
That can see rainbows and hearts fluttering by like butterflies
And how many people do you know
Besides poets
That can grow roses right from the concrete- with no damn water
Just words
Just
Broken
Up
Words
Why is it that I can’t think thoughts in a normal way?
How come
When I look at my best friend
I think, what a queen! How strong yet how weak she has become!
Why can’t I look at her and say
Wow! Her hair looks nice. Or- I like her shirt!
And when I see a man who is oh so beautiful I say shit like he is oh so beautiful
Why can’t I say some normal hormonal shit like-
Daaaaaaamn!
Poetry is my weakness people
All day when I should be doing daily things
I’m thinking poetically
When I’m shopping for fruit
I’m making poems about fruit
When I’m eating my fruit
I’m making poems about eating my fruit
*My heart is like a peach
So ripe and tender
And you have picked it
Fresh from the tree
Your bite kills me*
Why can’t I just eat the shit?
(sigh)
I just wanna be normal ya’ll
Because this poetry shit is killing me
Every man I meet becomes an object of inspiration
And I soften their rough edges
By involving them in my search for love
I can go and on about a man that I met yesterday
As if I had known him
For a lifetime
Emotions become colorful
And vibes pulsate through me
And words that don’t make sense
Do
When I speak- I’m not like the average person
Ya know- spit doesn’t come out my mouth
It’s more like molten lava
Hot
And it burns
And when it cools down
It’s like rocks
Hard hitting
BOOOW
But my words aren’t always harsh
They’re like cotton
Fresh picked and so soft
They float like feathers in the wind
Delicate and shhhhh
Quiet
I guess being a poetic princess
Isn’t
That
Bad
It’s simply a fear
That this poetry shit just might swallow me whole
That it might be bigger than me
That it might take me somewhere
That I’m
Just too scared to go
you are doing good with posting me and u should write together
"Maybe you’re cool with the way that you verbalize in- syll a bles
And you take those great
PAUSES
and then you
Break
Up
Your
Sentences
As for me
It’s like I hear voices"