i live in misery
thinking about the past
not knowing if my future will b the same
trying to hide the pain
wishing at times i were dead
living in hell for all my sins
wishing i could take them back
wondering y i was givin a life
askin myself have i learned
all my lessons in life
that im supose to learn
wondering id life is done tourchuring me yet
if not when will it end
how long could this misery be
because i dont kno
I, too, have lived my life this way...wondering why. Believe that we all have our purpose, and that one day, yours with become clear to you, as mine has, just recently, to me.
Keep writing.