i feel that i should just lay down and die
like my whole life was a lie
life gets good then turns bad
to make me sad and sumtimes mad
now i wish god would have never gave me a life
or maybe he would give me the courage to use this knife
to bad there actually people who care for me
i wish u could see
how i fel right now
nobody understands me n e more
it feels like thy just slam the damn door
like nobody listens
who cares what will they b missen
everything right here
but what do the care
nobody needs my love to share
man this shit just aint fair
i wish somebody could heart
the words i speak
and c the tears i leak
if they could hear my cry's
or even see how much i try
to kno the reasons why
i do what i do
and y i dont care who likes it
i wonder what they would say if i started smoking pot
or if igot shot
what would they do if i was lying in the parking lot bleeding
would they b feeding
off my pain
when there's nothin left to gain
would they leave
that i would believe
nobody would greeve for me
they would lauggh to see
me die
and this aint no lie