Addiction and depression
Took them both away
Their cry out for help
In a non verbal way
We will never understand
Why they did what they did
A lonely, lost mother?
A sad, hurt kid?
The only way they knew
They numbed away their pain
Doing what it took
To try and feel sane
I distanced myself
From all the drama
Not knowing so soon I'd lose
My niece and my momma
Expecting a tomorrow
Because of that
I have so much sorrow
Sarina
I miss your bright smile
And your joyful hugs
A child with so much care
In return to receive a shrug
Depression got the best
Of your joyful soul
You were left broken
No longer feeling whole
So many questions to ask
What happened and why?
And the empty feeling of knowing
I never got to say goodbye
Mom
I always hear that silly
Laugh with the snort
I'll always wonder why
You cut your life short
I know its obvious
As a child I felt betrayed
I never understood
Why you didn't stay
The choices that you made
Tore us apart
How could my mother
Shred my teenage heart?
It took a couple years
To realize you were sick
And to think al those years
I was the biggest prick
How could I think
That choice was so wise?
And now it's to late
To try to apologize
You Stay Strong
My heart is with you.
KS
Thank you :/
Thank you :/