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I need to cry but I have no tears, all emotions blocked by fears. 

the need for release will just increase, deceased that word should shock me at the least. but nothing no tears nor laughter, an emotionless disaster. 

 

what go me here has slipped my mind, a blocked memory I try to find. no signs to clear my foggy head, all my thoughts completely dead. An empty shell of who I was with no explanation.. no because...

 

close my eyes and just see black, is it humanity that I lack? stand back watch me disappear, if I start to feel I won't have you near. it's fear.. not that I don't want to try but my head won't let me and I don't know why!