Too much time on my hands.
Time to imagine your masculinity
caressing my sugar walls.
Time to remember
how your gripped your member
as I watched.
Too much time on my hands
to recollect how you held my hand;
how you folded yours in mine
as we performed a lascivious grind;
and I think "too much time..."
On my hands I feel your milk
of male virility,
hot and thick as it spills on me,
meant to one day,
nourish a woman's femininity
and for a moment I wonder if that woman
might be me,
but like I said, too much time.
Too much time before I get
to hear your voice "en vivo",
laugh with your laugh
or see your face
or touch your hand
or sneak a taste.
Too much time on my hands
to think about that man -
and what might have been.