sounds like god just made a deal.he said ill take your dad and let you feel.the pain of losing someone and see you fall to ur knees and say im done.but im stronger than that.ima go throw hell and back to get my life on track.sitting in this empty room thinkin abt painting it all black and loom.this space i have in my heart its a void of u dad cuz ive lost all emotions except being sad.im looking at the world and seeing how fast it spins and changes everyday life like a recycling bin.ive been snatched by the depression.cnt see my way out to succesion.