WHY

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Love And Hate

Sometimes I stop and wonder

what I saw in you



Was it in your gentle smile?

or simplicity in the things you do



You always were so calm and kind

so rare it, seems today



You didn't mind being different

or the opinions of what others had to say



I found myself attracted to you

the moment that we met



The way you made me smile

I never will forget



My friends thought I was crazy

but it was love at first sight



and my heart lead me to believe

you were Mr. Right



All of my illusions

I made up in my mind



Were so far from truth

but I couldn't see it at the time



It wasn't easy being so close

yet, so very far away



Not knowing how you felt

kept me in bondage every day



I kept you in my prayers, constantly,

In hopes that you would see



Just how much I cared for you

and maybe one day, you could care for me



One day my prayers were answered

you said, you would like to try



You thought we be good together

I should have known it was a lie



I guess I was just another toy,

a game you liked to play



I wish I had known sooner

you never planned to stay



All the empty promises

you lead me to believe



How could I be so foolish

and so easily deceived



I wish I would have known

you needed to be free



But you're the one who stole my heart

and now you hold the key



My dreams became a nightmare

the way it had to end



You left without discussing it

I found out from a friend



How could you live with yourself?

knowing what you did



You didn't act like a man

you acted like a kid



Running from the truth

was the easy thing to do



I wish you had the courage to be honest

to gently tell me... we were through



I guess I've come to realize

that love is a fairy tale



No matter how I've tried

I always seem to fail



Why do some win at love?

and others always lose



Is it just that I'm unlucky

of the men I seem to choose



I think this time

I'll stay by myself



and take my broken heart

and put it on a shelf



Now no one can break it

or try to steal the key



Of the broken pieces

of a heart... that once was free

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I hope you will never find happiness in your life.(bustard)

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