heavy heart with or without tears
love, confusion, and endless fears
caught between a rock and a soft embrace
never thought i'd be in this hard place
my path was already carved out
little did i know what it was about
happiness deserved and misplaced
crappy-ness served and encased
when will i stop being such an ass
and become a lady with more class
i don't know if it will ever end
but i pray to God that I transcend