Tougher Skin
In this world were in you better get a tough skin
Always prepare for something unexpected around lifes bend
Mend wounds? naw don't worry about that
Bury them so deep that it'll never come back
Back to rear it's ugly head the past can make you jaded
On my stomach it festers so I regurgitate it
Project what I reflect, I vomit in form of sonnets
I dead old shit but I forgot to embalm it
Wanted is what we want, needed will suffice
Spending our whole life paying a fee or price
For a slice of a surreal pie, so we can feel that high?
Then suddenly say goodbye to crush or kill a guy?
Or a chic, but f**k that that's being politically correct
I'm speaking my perspective so what if you object
I get perplexed sometimes at our relationships
Most of the time our relations aint much of shit
Most of of the time yall just waiting to split
Together you don't stick, then you hating a bitch
Was joined together by the hip, then you tasting regret
Memories become hauntings that you want to forget
My reverie becomes daunting, When I seem to disect
Dreams I thought were bereft, the seams they seem to have crept
I ween my former steps, and destroy what is left
My ploy is for a death A death so that the future can live
Breath has to breathed so my new love can open her lids
and gasp take some fresh me into her lungs
Come into existance we stand and don't run
I know it's hard baby to express sometimes
Afraid to dig deep afraid what you will find
Sometimes i'm afraid of digging for what's inside of here
We'll lose everytime cus God didn't give us fear
To care can be a gamble, because they flee and scramble
Disappear at the height, as I write and ramble...
on and on I don't even know what's wrong
Just want you here and never to be gone
I know some will calms prelude some storms, I know my poems
Long but bare with this song
Belong in my arms, I just love to hold ya
We'll go from tears to thongs
I Know this seems so Bipolar
I know I try to carry all of our weight on my shoulders
That's just my nature, My name is an alias for BOULDER
Heartache has a way to pierce through the the toughest men
Healing never ends, I guess I have to form a tougher skin.
P.O.P.