Absorbing this departure yeah guess who?
Your favorite post breakup author Alias Coldaugust,or my guvment Walter
I give a hug and a middle finger
To that lil diapered archer
Not trying to be a Martyr, hope my experience is not in vain
Am I becoming the most predictable Poet of...?
I wonder if I denounced this name
Wonder if I would the arc of me would sustain
Wonder how I would write if my life changed
Would I continue this prolific reign
If happiness came?
It's seems like I'm here again
Doing what I do best
Looking back on a relationship
Being put to the test
Emotionally, mentally and spiritually
Lord it can take a toll
You can fake to be tough
But no one likes their night’s cold
And all alone, suddenly silenced is your phone
Walls echoes your sighs
As my mind starts to roam
Back again to this place I know very well
A taste when you lose the sense of smell
Emptiness I fell
My supporters I will compel
As my pen excels
Within feels like hell
You think I like wearing this burdened moniker?
Seems like I'm always looking behind longing a
Bond with ghost of yesterday
I need to ingest her today
So tomorrow there will be
No more regret that will fester and stay
Linger and leave a residue
Time to bring her to a new level to
Shine through my bitter devils
Who loves to revel in you
Eclipse a new sun that hasn't
Even had a chance to light the dawn
Before you unboard up your windows
Make sure that your storm is gone
Need a clear path, a clean slate?
Need a pure bath no dirty water
From a previous mate?
Sometimes you have to wait
Until the mourning ends it really subsides
Sometimes you have to stay open
Don't hide
Come outside, take a long highway ride
Let feelings take there course
Like erosion and a high tide
It never gets any easier
I guess I speak for myself
Your heart is not really a book
You can put back on the shelf
Maybe I'm soft but I do get attached
To the women I'm with
These wanna be pimps, please
A motherfuckin myth
People just get you, before you get them
We all hurt if we’re human
The same boat we are all in
I'm just another poet that lost a love
Writing what I feel
I know after a while this shit seems cliché
But the pain is real.
Poet of Pain