Absorbing Departure

Absorbing this departure yeah guess who?

Your favorite post breakup author Alias Coldaugust,or my guvment Walter

I give a hug and a middle finger

To that lil diapered archer

Not trying to be a Martyr, hope my experience is   not in vain                        

Am I becoming the most predictable Poet of...?

I wonder if I denounced this name

Wonder if I would the arc of me would sustain

Wonder how I would write if my life changed

Would I continue this prolific reign

If happiness came?

It's seems like I'm here again

Doing what I do best

Looking back on a relationship

Being put to the test

Emotionally, mentally and spiritually

Lord it can take a toll

You can fake to be tough

But no one likes their night’s cold

And all alone, suddenly silenced is your phone

Walls echoes your sighs

As my mind starts to roam

Back again to this place I know very well

A taste when you lose the sense of smell

Emptiness I fell

My supporters I will compel

As my pen excels

Within feels like hell

You think I like wearing this burdened moniker?

Seems like I'm always looking behind longing a

Bond with ghost of yesterday

I need to ingest her today

So tomorrow there will be

No more regret that will fester and stay

Linger and leave a residue

Time to bring her to a new level to

Shine through my bitter devils

Who loves to revel in you

Eclipse a new sun that hasn't

Even had a chance to light the dawn

Before you unboard up your windows

Make sure that your storm is gone

Need a clear path, a clean slate?

Need a pure bath no dirty water

From a previous mate?

Sometimes you have to wait

Until the mourning ends it really subsides

Sometimes you have to stay open

Don't hide

Come outside, take a long highway ride

Let feelings take there course

Like erosion and a high tide

It never gets any easier

I guess I speak for myself

Your heart is not really a book

You can put back on the shelf

Maybe I'm soft but I do get attached

To the women I'm with

These wanna be pimps, please

A motherfuckin myth

People just get you, before you get them

We all hurt if we’re human

The same boat we are all in

I'm just another poet that lost a love

Writing what I feel

I know after a while this shit seems cliché

But the pain is real.



Poet of Pain



                          

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