A crystal light follows,
as this path seems shallow.
My water falls through,
my mouth turns blue.
This lump in my throat,
keeps pumping like...
I don't want to go on,
my blood drips slowly,
and my body feels sore.
I simply can't change it,
my brain can't rearrange this.
This cage crisis...
I'M NOT GOD!!!
I say,
"Don't look at me."
What the hell am I suppose to do.
I don't want to hear it,
it all makes me sick.
It's so hard to be nice now,
and I didn't forget how...
It's them taking it away,
all the lies,
and games they like to play!
I can't sit down,
or even listen to reason...
Everything makes me sick,
and it turns into hatred.
I try to talk,
I even try to listen.
Then I keel over,
and want to die..
cause it hurts so much,
to let this go by!
My stomach churns,
waiting for something else.
Then the next lie comes,
and I can't even help myself!!
So I shut this all off,
and I pray for this misery,
to just go away!
Only God can change this...
NOT ME!
I can only do my best,
and be all I can be.
This is really good, i especially like the revultions at being god...good work