Tonight I can't feel my heart beating,
shaking in the midst of fear,
with a weak & tired mind,
face numb to cry a tear
Half dead since the absence of my friend
without her in my life,
my expressions pretend
She's always a part of those everlasting memories,
doing everything together,
drawing all of our dreams
I have to forgive her every mistake,
because time is too uncertain to me
Mother tells me to be patient...
this I can keep doing,
but you wouldn't be able to say this,
if she didn't save my life...
I'd be laying under my rainbow grave,
if she didn't find my hidden knife
Trust will never restrain,
but love will always remain the same
All that I am right now,
isn't from me,
It was trapped inside for years
She looked at me and said...
"Be who you want to be"
It's everything you all love about me
God brought us together for a reason,
and I knew right away that she'd never leave
The little things,
some things senseless and dumb,
were the best days of my life
Even when we made mistakes,
in the end they turned out alright
This is why I don't regret our runaway...
I met a person,
who loves me today,
he knew how I felt,
he wanted us to stay
Remember this when I don't seem myself...
who I really am,
isn't just me
I absolutely want to cry after reading that, because I love you to death, as much as you can't stand not seeing me, i can't stand it either, and it doesn't matter to me, because no matter how long they try to keep us apart, they don't understand that you're with me, all day, everyday, because your my other half. The only thing I hold on to, is that God will take care of everything. Like he's taken care of us thru the worst times in our life. I love you