All the things that chase my days,
hinders through the creeping rage
I can't talk about it,
it makes me sick inside
After every joyful weekend,
I lay in my room and cry
With each second that passes,
I realize why I'm still doing this...
holding on to what I have left,
dealing with my parents sickness,
and my G Grandmothers death
I look back at what she said to me,
and it's like her spirit is living
This is why I can turn away now,
from something that can destroy everything
I don't hold back from what I enjoy,
but there's some things that aren't worth it in the end
I'm proud of myself,
only cause I know she would be
I didn't take extreme this time,
for the vision I saw ahead of me
Right now I fight each waking day,
because I know my best friend's lost
I've done everything I could to help her see,
she was to far gone to even listen
The bond we had feels broken,
emotions have scattered away
My sympathy lays in a different place,
it's where it's supposed to be
I am so thankful to have just the simple life,
it takes care of me
A prayer at night can always help the fear...
to only hope that she's not dead,
to believe there's still a piece left in her heart
No matter what,
I have faith & love that provides protection
I'm still here waiting in peace,
for an awaking,
that may never come
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