Temporary relief...
Spring renews the sun.
Lies are shattered,
the past is gone.
It interrupted my nature,
my entire will to live!
I can't trust nobody,
I'm in this alone.
I fake my responses,
it's not what it used to be.
Deep down I know everything,
every friggin scheme!!
I tried so hard to believe,
but cold shit shut me out.
I know what's going on,
and what you're all about!
I lost my little friend,
for something unecessary like this.
Now you're losing me,
do to your own unecessary shit!
I'm still the same,
my love for you is there...
I haven't changed,
and I still do care!
I'm just waiting for a confession,
one that can solve this.
I want to hear,
"I know I fucked up!"
"I was wrong!"
"I've been very self centered,
and I've known all along!"
These things you need to confess,
it's the only way to make this through.
You can be forgiven...
I leave it up to you!
YOU want an apology? why don't you come and get it? because i have endless self-centered SHIT to drop on you :) come on and hear it out if you have the courage, or just be a dumb and naive coward like usual