I never thought of death until they put you in the ground
My eyes went dark like space
My mouth couldn't make a sound
I still don't believe you
"they are dead" you say
I can't sit here with my thoughts
for a single day
I guess this is where the drugs come in
The shooting, the toilet water, the burn, the peace, the hell
I sit there drawing up "one more shot" and all they say is "well..."
I had it in me, I had the fight, there it is there it goes
Like a Roman candles light.