Hey, I thought I'd heard them all
All the lines, the same
He loves me, then he loves me not
the same old silly game
I used to dream once
of this special man
not like anyone else
that loves me all he can
But once again, I'm faced with real life
I'm sad that it's not true
I wish so hard for someone real to love
I just don't know what to do
Sometimes, when I getlonely
I stare right at the phone
there's never anyone I can call
When I hate to be alone
One day I met that special man
He said nothing I'd already heard
Everything felt so new and fresh
I loved his every word
My life was happy, running smooth
but my past kept creeping in
I wanted to suppress the doubts and fears
but there was no way to win
With my anxieties, I hurt him
I hate how I got scared
I'm afraid now he'll leave for good
and never know I cared
Please don't go yet Special Man
Hear something I must tell you
I don't care if it's been said before
Just understand, I love you