I'm getting better at not giving fuck
Tonight when you disappeared, I said "so what!"
You said you'd get a ice cream and then catch up
But I knew then, you wouldn't show up.
I was annoyed, that you felt you had to lie
But I'm getting used to it, I don't care why.
I'd rather you were honest, but if lying works for you
I'm learning to tell, so do what you gotta do!
Since I don't control you and you do what you choose
Why would you do something, that can make you lose.
Since I no longer care, how you spend your time
I really don't give a fuck, which suits me just fine
I'm tired of the games, you feel you have to play
It really doesn't bother me, if I don't see you every day.
Soon I will be, where I won't miss you at all
Where I won't give a fuck, even if you don't call
Who says you can't, teach a old dog new tricks
I'm learning everyday, not to give a shit!
So I'll see you when I do, and not care when I don't
I'll no longer worry about you, because you prefer I wont
By: Paul A. Posney 03/23/27