Sadly and slowly I'm letting you go
Tho I don't matter, I'm thought you should know.
Since you've been leaving, and not coming home
Getting over you is easier, since I'm alone
There was a time, when I missed you so bad
But that time is gone, and I'm no longer that sad.
I was in love with you, for "oh gawd" so long.
But now that feeling is less, that love isn't so strong.
At the rate you are going, this love soon will be dead
And then you'll be just a memory, inside my head.
Looking at it this way, you didn't seem to want me
So soon we'll be even, and we'll both be set free.
I'm sorry we couldn't make it, the way I had hoped
But I guess I had no chance, when In just one of your jokes
All the lies you told me, you thought I believed
I knew were just lies, meant to decive.
You can't stop people, from talking about you
Even some of your "friends" had to brag about things you would do...
All of your secrets, found their way to me
But I played along acting, as if I didn't see
Finely I realized, my love wasn't enough for you
You kept me at arm's length, so you could do what you do
So my dear woman, your getting your way at last
Just a few more weeks, and I'll be part of your past...
I wonder if you'll miss me, once I am gone
Will you think of me, when you hear... a certain song?
I know I'll think of you often, and hope your doing fine
I'll feel a little regret,that I couldnt make you mine
But you wanted a life, where love wasn't real
A life made easier, when you didn't have to feel.
Doing what you had to, just to get well
Doing things in secrect, because you were too ashamed to tell
So sadly and slowly, I'm giving up on our love
You've finely made me see, it never really was
I hope when you look back, you think fondly of me
And remember I loved you, but you wanted to be free...
By: Paul Posney 03/24/17