Blame me
Because I did it all
Hate me
Because I am it all
Kill me
Because I earned it all
Waste me
Because you need it all
Fighting for life at the bottom of the ocean
Trying painfully to hold on to that last breath
Trying to keep the water off, the dirty filthy water
Distressed calls never heard, but by the ears of death
Feel me
Because I love it all
Touch me
Because you want it all
Trust me
Because I know it all
Fear me
Because I'll destroy it all
Can't get away from this chemical ifatuation
Drowning in dispair and fear of beautiful intoxication
Killing demons and myself, liquifying concentration
So numb from the cold, feeling less and less sensation
Betray me
Because I hate it all
Kill me
Because I did it all
Hate me
Because I am it all
Blame me
Because I did it all