Heaven watches something in me
Because hell put it there
They didn’t know where else to put it
And in me’s better than nowhere
The sky is falling
And I just can’t get myself to care
There’s no place to hide
Doesn’t matter if it’s not fair
This thing inside of me
Has a voice but nothing to say
And even if it decided to speak
I wouldn’t hear it anyways
It’s getting stronger but so am I
I thinks it’ll break free one day
But maybe it won’t have to try
If I want the world to go away
Every second of my life
A second closer to my death
Wading in the shit of earth
Poison dripping from my breath
Taking everything from me
Even though I’ve nothing left
Everyone dies alone
Except this thing put in my chest
Forever seems just long enough
To hold it here where it can burn
The insides of my empty soul
This thing that even hell would spurn
If they could see what was inside me
Not a stomach wouldn’t churn
But I’ll go on out of spite
Though I want to die, I want to burn
When the sky comes crashing down
I’ll be there watching finally free
What a world without the people
What a wonderful place it would be
Not a soul to maim and kill
No one else here but me
Then I’d show heaven and hell
Then I’d set this thing in me free
Fear is power hiding fast
Rage and death and horrible pain
Do you think they’d be laughing
If they knew it was in vain
Hiding this thing within the wrong one
Without pity’s delicate chain
You can’t crush your petty sheep
Without leaving a small stain