The things I left behind
All those silly little things I thought were mine
The things I left behind
When I left my world thinking everything would be fine
Yellow clouded my eyes as I ran away, every day I pay in blood
Dark gray skies and rain is falling, and I'm crawling through the mud
Yesterday is fading into the darkness of my mind
Tomorrow is waiting to see what I'll find
My little pretend world where everything is fine
Where everything is dandy just like I made it in my mind
But I'm always missing the things I left behind
Where the skies always seem brighter and the moon would always shine
But I look up and see the sky
Sometimes even wonder why
While I can feel my mind slowly die
And wishing I knew how to cry
I thought that things would be better
If I could just get away from my pain
The sicknes eating me slowly inside
But enough whining
Fuck you
Fuck you
And fuck you too
That little whiny bitch stuff just isn't funny
Makes me wanna' kick my own ass and take my lunch money
Bowing and scraping just doesn't fit
I dont think I'm gonna' take any more of this shit
I'll claw my way out of this dark pit
And find those fates and make them drink my spit
No more crying or whining, and no I'm not dying
No more crawling or falling, I've grown my wings and now I'm flying
Fuck you
Fuck you
And fuck you too
I'm gonna' go on even if everything's not just fine
You can stab me in the heart, but you won't hear me whine
Everything that I'm missing will be mine
All the things I left behind