lost Life

Here I stand on the edge of lost hope,
Lay me away as my heart just cant cope.
My life taking a more unloved slope,
trying to breathe underwater with a slippery rope.
Looking at you threw a empty house,
Holding upon the memories of a old blouse.
Wishing life would take me like a fish with a dowse.
Losing all my meaning to life, holding my baby,
Missing you so bad as I just been so weak and crazy.
You dying has made me become more antisocial lately.
Why did this have to happen to you my Bailey?
Your father took all his stuff and is now gone,
Telling me life will just have to keep on.
Knowing my heart is empty filled with iron.
Goodbye to you my love,
I know heaven is holding you above.