castabout-
overcome by clouds
amidst the leaps and bounds,
frozen in a tightrope apathy
afraid i'll i hit the ground.
my prayers voiced in silence
caged in a sigh, inside this,
hollow shell of myself,
so lonesome, am i.
the struggle grows intense
and weakens my defense,
to protect you from the things i fear
the sacrifice is clear, as some things
were never meant, if my heart could disconnect
as quick as it attached, maybe then, perhaps, perhaps.
My dearest Christopher,
You are indeed a true romantic and a beautiful soul.
With every love we learn and we grow, most often through the pain. True you have experienced more than one soul should ever have to bare~ but be assured my dear you are never truly alone. For even if only in spirit, and it seems I am worlds away~possible only a remnant of a memory... I promise I am always there.
Believing in you always
~bound by the soul