never had the chance
going back, to that place
where i dreamed,
where you, looked at me
so innocently,
with what i saw
reflecting,
in those eyes
a lovers disguise
my heart was yours
for the taking,
even though,
in my knowing that
passion and obsession
never come free,
i found myself willing
breathing,
a breathless inspiration
bursting from my seams,
i gave you my words
and everything, thereafter
indescribeably still,
there is so much
that i want to tell you,
but i cant
and just now,
as i hesitate
i get a chill,
that feels like goodbye
i despair,
without tears
it's so hard to cry,
for yesterdays
gone by,
and if i
could go back,
i'd give you
what i failed to,
but i'm a fool, to wish
because we never
had the chance
to begin with,
as we were
wounded, hopeless
by romance,
victims of it's third degree,
desperate in our need
to seek out a love
that would set us free.
such beautiful and hearfelt words...very touching, as i wipe a tear from my eye..i sincerely hope that the words you have been unable to share..find you..find the ears of your other victim. searching for love to set us free... i guess that describes most of us, huh...romantic hearts...dreamers...learn many valuable lessons from one another. such as..how to feel and express emotions... how to accept that we are all beautiful...to someone, even if not to ourselves.. may someone elses perception become our own, so that the image in the mirror smiles back.
thank you for ...simply being you...it is always enough chris, always...even when it doesn't seem it.
best wishes to you always..take care and keep shining and sharing those words you have such a gift with.
love always
christie renee