when all that glistens,
comes to pass, through my hands,
involved with my thoughts, evolving this dream,
the courtesy of your sweetness,
the endeavors of my cleverness
i know, to be forced, by need, out of the lonely darkness
of loves existing
and without it, one would die trying,
to suffice the beast of one's greed
i dare, whatever it is i've been lacking,
to see clear enough, to know what i do is going to affect me more than you, but that's just what i do,
and how i feel, what would be,
if mere words were the bond of our breaking
as romance becomes a foundation, saying things we would,
if we could only mean them truly, in all our sincerity, to those close enough to walk away from,
but silence has a will of it's own,
and just as you turn to speak, the moments gone
the everlasting what if, lingers in my mind as i fantasize
about your hair, and my fingers running through it,
just amplified to extreme sensations of my everything,
with a quiver down inside, i risk the tell all
of my obsessions, obsessively, i'm swept off my feet
with no one there to catch me, all because i talk big,
with less action, captured in an arrest of desires, burning. you ruined everything.
you never seen the down side, did you?
where time has a place, and a purpose
uncommited to the unreality of what i had in mind
as opposed to what's been served:
A daydream, fit for a prince-
but you give me cold feet, as together we dance, in a downward spiral of words and character phrases,
learning how to root ourselves deep
in the mystery of our attempt at belonging,
i cut myself free-
these eyes can tell something thats far too good to be true
before it ever hurts me.
A second guess, Put to rest~ ...la...
thank goodness, however if you never second guess at all you could easily become nieve. so don't think of it as a second guess, think of it s a very in depth look at the situation. your good at that!
all my love
-me