CRSM -
I loose myself now
erasing the existance of me
that was.
Your tender heart aches.
I know.
I can almost feel it bleed.
But I can only watch.
For - any salve I would apply
would be picked clean by the tortuous being that resides
inside all of us.
And then your aching would scream again for a remedy.
There I would stand
empty handed
with tears in my eyes
handing you nothingness
when your entirety craves more.
So
I erase myself.
emptying the thing of me that people crave
blowing away the remnants
scattering them so that they are
no longer recognizable as the thing that was
me.
Let no words of mine haunt you but these:
May all the pain that ails you rest
deep
and the life and soul that is you
breathe
Let all who encounter you be enlightened
by the beauty of your soul poured out
in your words.
When you find the time to look into the sky and see anything twinkling -
Remember me.
6 Days and counting. This email contact will be gone.
Goodbye CRSM.
~
CrimsonKytti
~
Doesn't it make your heart happy to know that you are loved? (no babe, it hurts, that much more)
wow, i have a little more insight into jenny, the surface anyway. what a wonderous soul to share air with~ you were both blessed.
feelin' it
-chris