i want to leap in all directions lyrically,
to the soft piano music of bad memories
i cannot process thoroughly.
on the fringe with my hate, edging the softer side
of darkness,
needing to feel, death
something more relatively depressed, concerns for my wrist
make me more secret with sickness
i harbor fears, i dont want to admit,
and though i think the option plain and empty,
simple ends to my complexity, hold me captive
like some sinister beauty,
an all black illusioning of suicidal apathy,
a rose in bloom wilts,
and deep thoughts such as this bring only rain
to enable the conflict, of a simple fact
that i don't own an umbrella, and besides
it's already too late, for that
cut from the stem, i am
too beautiful, to last
in the eyes of love, and all that was
you can always fall too fast
learning to die young
to our hearts, we are, but victims.
A rose in bloom does wilt, however, rain does pro-long its life. May you find your rain.
All my Heart, for I am a victim as well.
Christie