you girl, and no other
the way i see
feel and think
runs deep,
strong infatuation
exceeds my reason,
transparent shirts
and smooth curves
are a dream, but
your crooked teeth
and small jawline
were not meant for me,
unless in fantasy
your touch, like love,
soft eyes brush
this foolish crush
of boyhood lust,
as i jump
to my death, my end
happy to pretend
that we could ever be
awake in this dream.