love,
in the obscure sense of the word
warped to fit these obsessions
mangled in a car wreck of
the bloody mess of my infatuations,
those dearly departed and
newly acquired, standards of beauty
the entire meaning of my convictions,
all i can think of, and all that matters to me.
to suffer, is to peer inward
interpreting the new self that emerges
lacking, yet whole,
cynical to the world, smiling from where
dreamers gather, to watch it unfold
simple lines go deepest, to the root of the soul.
i picture myself vast and vibrant,
dark and silent, shyly peeking from my closet,
wanting your company, burning from within
shining brightly like a star
tryin to catch your attention,
you have such pretty eyes,
i wonder
what you see, in the mirror of mine?
no one's ever held them quite so long
without ever turning away, but is that a sign?
i carry on like always, in a gamble
confusing more of myself,
everytime i attempt in new beliefs
to say the things i mean.
YEP!!!! Love, what a wonderful thing. Hahahahaha, but that I am and I haven't been in love. Hahahahaha. Or maybe? This is a good poem. It is really good. What a word. Good poem. I like the meaning. I think>
Have a nice and beautiful life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~My Best Wishes~
:)