( A )
to be asked of these things,
to see right through you
and do nothing.
i don't think you know of
what that does to me,
but then again,
it's not as if you're asking anything
more so telling,
why can't you just accept something?
you said,
and i was just expected.
you've shown me my place
and silenced my voice to object,
check and mate.
swallowing my pride
feels like a knife in the throat
my ego goes down slow, a bitter pill
the truth of it all.
( B )
call me stupid for assuming.
i wasn't doing
anything other than
stating the obvious,
you on the other hand
continue to surpirse me
and despite the desensitizing
lessons i've learned about
once bitten, twice burned
the truth still hurts.
we no longer exist,
we're over.
Well, you certainly are inspired lately. The pain that you feel hurts me.. I often wish that I could somehow take it from you... for you.
Alas, life just doesn't work this way.
Wishing you beautiful things.... and all of the sunshine needed to warm your heart.
Take care dearest Christopher,
~christie renee