walk alone~
burning bridges will take it's toll on you,
yet,
you obviously care not,
perhaps, thats what you want,
every back you've ever known, turned against you
might make it easier, for you to continue
to let it all go, but
i'm still watching
though,
half turned, and tested
whole hearted dimensions recall the void you fill,
removed.
i grow tired of the black hole that is you,
draining.
you leap from tall buildings,
asphalt cradles your face
blood spills a puddle,
and dead ends reveal themselves.
i don't see, how this is, at all possible.
hoping against the truth,
for the benefit of some doubt,
a soiled
self abuse
lost cause
see it in your eyes
recluse,
reminds me that i knew you, and
i thought i loved you.
where i was willing,
if you keep pushing,
i'm walking
away,
as i'm nearly done
trying,
what more can i say?
if you could feel my exhaled sighs...
the weight of them, so great
you'd wonder how i live at all
with something so heavy inside me,
i defy the laws, when it comes
to what i beleieve in.
my trust,
you have discarded,
that burn is all i need
to bear the will
that purposely makes you dead, to me.
i am a scorpio
vengeful and deep
close within reach
and ready
( to pacify )
in order to protect
(me.)
you dumb bitch. these words are your grave,
fit for the funeral, you god forsaken cunt, you.
angie? cold turkey is what i say.