where despair and disdain perform
articles of routine law
inside my brain,
i break
away,
i distort the face i see, when i play
in the bathroom mirror,
where puddles of empty
under my eyes and
my tears for yesterday
were,
i stop to cry
for you
as singed, by the fires i have burning
like candle flame desires,
beauty is your tool.
so stab me deeply
watch me openly seethe,
i'll writhe in your eyes
because
my skin can't take the
things i want you to be,
the weight of you
that i'm underneath,
has me squirming
inside myself,
i delicately breath,
and pet, not yet, an amberkytti~
LA!
nice to see me here, glad to be, apart of,
we should talk again, but this time,
keep to yourself, those tools of desire,
those that make my eye wander, those that keep me tied,
to laughter, and pleasure, things that make me,
kneel before you.
those that make me, as i cannot help, but want, you.
CRSM~