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Me,

being one of the last true suicides,

not a statistic

that's why I hold so little intrinsic value to life

because for me, there isn't,

the sadness of it is

that i believe that,

so when it happens

don't mourn for the loss of me,

I'll be right where i want to be

i can have faith in that

you see,

it all comes down to

who had who,

whatever vision or quest

that face, that tear

at my chest,

it will always haunt me

that feeling,

at best i can forget

in time we all regret,

the past,

especially those who thought

that this would last,

you caught me depressed,

smiles are vague

towards the wounds on my wrist,

exceeded the limit

going to see,

if God

really does,

forgive.

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CHRISTIE FELTY's picture

speechless again, you have an impact that leaves me quiet. (quite an accomplishment - i never shut up. ; )
i just cannot believe the depth in which you understand- it is kind of scary. smile...... i like being scared.
thank you for sharing all that is inside, so beautifully.
-christie