Me,
being one of the last true suicides,
not a statistic
that's why I hold so little intrinsic value to life
because for me, there isn't,
the sadness of it is
that i believe that,
so when it happens
don't mourn for the loss of me,
I'll be right where i want to be
i can have faith in that
you see,
it all comes down to
who had who,
whatever vision or quest
that face, that tear
at my chest,
it will always haunt me
that feeling,
at best i can forget
in time we all regret,
the past,
especially those who thought
that this would last,
you caught me depressed,
smiles are vague
towards the wounds on my wrist,
exceeded the limit
going to see,
if God
really does,
forgive.
speechless again, you have an impact that leaves me quiet. (quite an accomplishment - i never shut up. ; )
i just cannot believe the depth in which you understand- it is kind of scary. smile...... i like being scared.
thank you for sharing all that is inside, so beautifully.
-christie