my eyes
of dark brown suspicion,
and inner, soft contempt
held within them,
my mouth
full of broken wants
words that will not end,
beauty and tragedy, spoken with a freckle on my lip
whispers of love and hate,
all that cannot,...be,
from you to me, in the sur-reality of my head
my mind, expansive as it seems,
i am not beyond my longings
just know,
that i'm about
a lot more, than you expect
unlike, anything
you might have had,
i am.
This is really what you are, big brother!
You are a guy that is so wonderful.
I wish I could have you for myself!
See ya, Chris,
Meli,xxx