finding comfort, in something softer than me
where eloquence betrays beauty,
and all that exists, in this envy of sadness
sits out in the open, for everyone to see.
this nothingness, i am convinced
feels to me like happiness,
turned inside out, and empty still
i search for souls, to fill my void,
I've felt without, always, even as a boy,
my spirit, once crushed, neglected
by those, who knew of nothing
but themselves,
these walls are a challenge
with a hope so damaged,
i kiss small innocence, with a longing
and seek out understanding,
always on a quest for knowledge
of a self,
the poet,
born and given, unto this,
before he had chosen
a destiny that so closely resembles bliss,
we know, to dream, is a privilege
we capture life as it happens,
we are the soil, that flowers an individual
beneath our scars, we heal,
and turn our stories of suffering within
into wisdom,
........and further still,
reaching for a lost connection
that could reveal,
these subtle hidden tragedies
i cant let go,
buried beneath my will,
i could piece my past together
i could learn to forgive you,
my reflection in the mirror
i long,
, to love you,
, this expression, is my word.
I greatly admire your work..I wish I had as much intelligence in my writing as you do.
~sarah