What remains in sight is the shadow of my dignity
The porch swing blues
I feel like an even stronger mess
In the wake of holding on, for the sake of loving
The tattered branch fell
When for a while it hung on, in silence
I wanted to feel the hurt
So I went in by myself, like a fancy dress, like any old fool
And when I am finished
Waiting by my kitchen window
I will get my fill from somewhere else
Perhaps this greasy spoon will speak to me
Eventually, like lovers on an aero plane,
We won’t bother with distress, or just exist
I will draw back
You will draw back
As into childhood
In seconds,
The love must be gone.
So I do.
And when the girl in the war wins
We are higher than we think
She used to talk about a biography and a romance
I used talk into a radio
Like any local hero
This last bitter show on the boulevard
Is a dancer’s haven and a blonde girls Monday
But California still remains by the ocean
And the message is clear
In this motor city riot
We will meet again
Like Merwin
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