I took a certain bus ride into town,
And looked around.
There was no return.
Now.
What lead me here
Was your hand in my hair,
Pretty much surrounding me,
Heavily,
Deep where there is no root.
In this final affair,
During the beginning of December,
I had a hard time,
Remembering what I had left behind.
I missed the train go by,
So I wept on the tracks.
Never, would I have surrendered,
If the trees just whispered to me,
Anything.
All the billboards,
Fell to the ground.
Suspending into the filth
That once held up a carousel.
These wing tipped shoes,
Ready to take off.
I thought, why should I look now?
There is a tumult of strings
In this orchestra,
That even when the horn blew,
Found their way through
To the graves of where the bodies were.
Steady and stay,
Blindsided magician.
Every organ in your body,
Became unjust,
And a hard time.
They were side lying
And full of water.
To end this,
A crush of a napalm.
In the spirit of the vine,
I dig up the ground
And gently with my ax,
Got down,
And ruined the grand design.
A sulking spirit
In all of us,
Who gathers stones,
Collected in tattered boxes,
Flushes out what is left in us
That, which has turned
into a cinnamon red.
Sometimes
The heaving becomes
A scratch on my lips,
And a burst in the water.
This is real.
Hey, you there,
I’ll be just a minute,
I’ll come running out
And pay mind to you
With words,
Knowing I’ll fall away,
Like a scoundrel of leaves
Climbing up trees.
I sweat in my short sleeves.
Oh, you were in shambles.
So hoo- ray.
So were the rest of us.
We broke the covenant
And did it without grace.
So hoo-ray.
So who do you?
There are hives on my hands,
And they become driftwood
Toward my eyes.
The walkway could barely contain
The people and their perception:
A surface tension,
A remembrance of the good things.
And that, I long
To take back.
It comes down to the wire.
The helicopters
Circling those who fear them.
The red night.
The hospitals.
A crooked fame
Has led you here.
The answers to the questions
The government
Couldn’t fix for you,
Are barking up trees
That sway in the direction
You’ve always wanted to go.
It is my every intention
To pinch your corpse awake.
Servants on the freeway,
Who listen to the king
And his transgressions,
Who, after their heels cave,
Cave themselves
Because of lost restraint.
So Wallace Steven esque
a scoundrel of leaves and a grand design ruined - yet not a nature poem - hmmmm...liked walking around in this one - A