I would like to think I am smarter than him
That in the end, I will win
A grand victor, with much gained
but in reality
He found a perfect mark
and I loose the fight, just lying there,
uninspired aim.
I am left in the dark
Shadows kaleidoscoping across my skin,
and this is important,
Alone and Drinking
Praying and Crying out for a win.
He finds new ways to hurt me,
Unimaginable before
I am not the confident shell
Strange face, I kept strapped on so tightly.
I am no longer safe
in my world of familiar comforts and security.
This poem certainly gives
This poem certainly gives eerie expression to that sense of vulnerability.
Januarian (in Chrismation, Januarius)
fka Starward*Led