I would like to think I am smarter than him
That in the end, I will win
A grand victor, with much gained
but in reality
He found a perfect mark
and I loose the fight, just lying there,
uninspired aim.
I am left in the dark
Shadows kaleidoscoping across my skin,
and this is important,
Alone and Drinking
Praying and Crying out for a win.
He finds new ways to hurt me,
Unimaginable before
I am not the confident shell
Strange face, I kept strapped on so tightly.
I am no longer safe
in my world of familiar comforts and security.
This poem certainly gives
This poem certainly gives eerie expression to that sense of vulnerability.
J-Called