Thank you, Christopher; My love
For all the support
Unconditional love and comfort
You were always there for me
Waiting and listening patiently
Helping me heal and helping me
Patch up my heart with tape…
Thanks Ni-chan
Thank you, Aly
You have your problems
You lean on me, your big sister
And helped me grow up
You listen and nod your head
You understand how it is to feel alone
And you’ve taught me more
Than you even know…
Thank you, Jo
For being a big sister and best friend
Giving advice and understanding
Even if it hurt you in the long run
And you pushed aside your happiness for his
And I pushed it back, smiling
You cried on my shoulder, shaking your head…
Cya…
Thank you, Alex
My first love and heartbreak
I’ll never forget the things you taught me
You’ve made me a stronger person
More than I could have done myself
You taught me the meaning of “I love you”
And even if I can’t say it again
We still have our memories…
Thank you, Kelly
My dear AI sister, whom thinks I’ve forgotten her
When, In fact I’ve just never had any words
To express our friendship, our connection
Runs deeper than words, Mai-chan
You’ve taught me so much, and I tried to protect you
From all the horrible things in life
And I realized I couldn’t, not always. Thank you.
Thank you, Hanna
For all the silly memories and laughs
My ray of sunshine during my depression
We’ve both been played and had our rough times
But overcome them and rebuilt our friendship
My dear AI sister, Tai-chan
I’ll do my best to protect you from now on
Just remember to tell me when I’m overreacting
Thank you, Daddy
For giving me everything I ever wanted
Love and someone who understands me
For giving me enough rope to hang myself (knowing I wouldn’t)
You trust me and help me feel wanted
Patching up and filling in the holes Mom’s left
In my heart and soul
I love you, Daddy. Thanks.
Thank you, Pat
For being more of a mother
Than Lisa ever could be
For teaching me the coolest things
Most adults never bother to say
For the laughter and the jokes
Picking on Dad was never as much fun
Without you to help me
Thank you, Ashley
For teaching me how to relax
And be glad that I don’t live near a beach
I burn too easily, right?
Thank you for understanding advice
And listening when no one would
For being there when no one else was
For standing up for me when I fell
Thank you, Matt
You taught me how fickle guys can be
And showed me how forgiving I can be
You showing me my true anger and
Your insane laughter
Don’t take my words for granted, please
I know you’ll probably laugh…
You’re just a kid at heart.
Thank you, Randy
For making me see how love shouldn’t end up
That I need to love myself before I can love another
For being blunt and funny both
You taught me that loving someone
And being IN love…
Are totally different
And I’m still trying to figure you out.
Thank you, Caitlin
For showing me that anger before questions
Is a stupid strategy and not a way to live
That loving yourself is important
You’ve gone through so much more than I
Could ever console you
You taught me that love is hard to find
And when you do, never let go…
Thank you, Jeff
For being so caring when others were not
The presents and kind words are more than I deserve
And I’m glad we’re friends again
Our differences are small, and you understand
Listening is your favorite past time with me
And I promise I’ll let you see me dance
At least once to the music you and I love so…
Thank you, Jimmy
For the laughter and protectiveness
The Spanish lessons we never finished
And the help in my relationships
Even when I thought I was alone
You called and cheered me up
Let’s go drinking together sometime, eh?
I think you’ve had enough already, hon.
Thank you, Logan
For the laughs and the pervy questions
For the long telephone calls and the advice
Even if you had feelings for me
You said once…you envied the guy I love
That made me smile
Thank you for being…
You.
Thank you, Hakkai
My soft, cuddly pillow Prince
For teaching me what puppy love feels like
And how an older brother acts
Even though I never had one
You filled that gap
I guess I did love you
You were my big brother, after all
Thank you, Mike
My brother Mick
You taught me absolutely nothing
But that’s okay
I learned this from more than just you
Crushes are crushes
Nothing more
Something not worth ruining a friendship over
Thank you, Natalia
“Hiead the slut” wasn’t it?
Thanks for showing me my other half
The complete opposite of what I am
What I never want to be
Never will be
Have a nice life without me
My dearest, evil half-sister
Thank you, Amy
Can’t believe I’m even doing this
Spending my time and words on the unworthy
How about this?
Thanks for being a bitch and stabbing me in the back
With my own dagger
Thanks for stealing my boyfriend and fucking up my life
Have a nice life. Do us all a favor and stop breathing.
Thank you, my peers
For showing me that some people
Will never understand me and my behavior
That they actually buy into the fake, blond beauty
Of the “populars” that aren’t that popular
That labeling people
“Freaks” “Preps” “Jocks” “Nerds”
Is just something people do to make themselves feel good
Thank you, Kurtis
My fucked up, insane brother
For trying to do what I failed in doing
Killing myself. I’m not afraid of death anymore
But I won’t die at your hands, oh no
You’re weaker than I ever was
You’re spoiled above all other things, go ahead and get famous
Have fun being the favorite, I don’t care anymore
Thank you, Rick
For showing me that people are hypocritical
And never what they seem
That I should never have even tried to be nice to you
That people are too weak when they find out
People might actually NOT like them
Boo hoo. Cry me a river, build me a bridge (which I doubt you could do)
Oh and do me a favor, hang yourself off of it
Thank you, Mother
For showing me that your opinion doesn’t count
And you’re the reason I’m so fucked up
That mother-daughter relationships are overrated
And something we didn’t succeed at
You hate clingy, touchy-feely “stuff” remember?
They’re too needy.
Maybe that’s the reason I’m like this
Thank you all
Some special, some not
I’ve learned much in my 15 years
Through pain and tears
Blood and depression
But also through friendship and happiness
Sunshine and hugs
I’ve grown up a lot
Thanks.
^_^ this must have taken you a bit to write very well thougth out tho you know ^_^